agnominy
Agnominy is a term that has appeared in various fictional contexts, most notably in the works of the author H.P. Lovecraft. It is generally understood to refer to a profound sense of shame, disgrace, or ignominy, often amplified by a feeling of cosmic or spiritual alienation. The concept suggests a disgrace that is not merely social or personal but touches upon one's very being or place in the universe.
In Lovecraftian lore, agnominy is frequently associated with the discovery of forbidden knowledge or the realization
The emotional weight of agnominy is often described as a crushing burden, far exceeding ordinary embarrassment