jexistais
Jexistais is a term encountered mainly in French-language contexts, where it is understood as a stylized rendering of the phrase j'existais, meaning "I existed." In practice, jexistais may function as a title, lyric fragment, or thematic motif in experimental poetry, music, or visual art. The unconventional spelling—often lacking the standard apostrophe—signals a deliberate departure from standard orthography to achieve an avant-garde or personal effect.
Etymology and orthography: The standard French construction is j'existais, from the verb exister in the imperfect
Usage and references: There is no single, widely cited work, author, or organization universally identified with