írattam
Iráttam is a Hungarian word that refers to stifling, gagging, or being choked from speaking. In a broader sense, it can also describe the feeling of being restrained or silenced. The term is often used in a figurative sense to convey the idea of being unable to express oneself or having one's words stuck or blocked.
In Hungarian literature and poetry, iráttam is sometimes used as a metaphor to describe the inner struggle
The concept of iráttam has historical roots, particularly in the context of Hungarian literature under Soviet
Today, the term iráttam continues to be used in Hungarian language and culture to describe the emotional